Wednesday, September 26, 2007
i feel so guilty. i'm not studying and yet i keep saying i want to get into a good class. i feel so, argh, annoyed with myself. but whatever, its not like i'm actually like i'm going to get good grades after studying. i never do, its pointless really. anyways. today at school we had farewell mass in school for the sec4's and yeah, we were given balloons and yeah, obviously, when everyone started throwing balloons, some started to burst and yeah. everyone started screaming and everything.
then after the whole whoa la thing, and we missed math. haha whohoo! and we missed EP too. yeah, then after we had lit. it was okay lah. a bit boring but its ok. then free period cause lao shi wasnt here. and the relief teacher some of us go to the toilet cause we had to try out our costumes. yeah blah blah. then it was english and ms tan told us that we had ORAL. as in oral like TALKING ORAL. FOR EXAMS. not anything else. was paired up with angela. cause the oral was a debate. we're debating against natalie and cathy. angela and i are like THE best pair and we are so going to WIN the debate. haha.
later had science. it sucked i almost fell asleep. then geog. that one i seriously fell asleep. and mrs tan was like staring at me the whole time. shit la. cause all of us were falling asleep. i was tired and it was in the afternoon. i cant study in the afternoon. not my fault what. anyway. stayed back for drama but helped mr tang and cathy carry up the band instruments. it turned out to be quite nice. i mean mr tang was really nice and he was telling us about the subject combi's he's SUPER NICE LAH. its so unfair that i'm taking physics and cant get him as a teacher. heh.
then we had a little bit of drama rehearsal. then i went home. on my own. sucked. i was so tired. then when i came home i didnt feel like studying. so here i am. ahah. you know what sucks?
i'm trying to help people and yet, sigh. never mind its so not worth it.
anyways. i'm not the only one who thinks i should just leave it be. if you decide that you should start talking again then let it be. i'm sick of trying to explain everything when you dont even bother to listen. dont say i havent tried.
I had faith, hope and love;
